First love, first pain.
A girl`s first love will be the most painful mistake. B lissful sensation warmed me up all over. C areless, abusive, and controlling human being my boyfriend is. D ealing with me takes a lot of patience yet he can understand me well. E ver since John came into my life at a time where I wasn't looking for love, at a time where I was too busy being a teen. F alling in love at the age of 14. It was my first love and it was a love that consumed me. It was a love I was ready for and a love I was craving for...Or I thought I was. G rowing up in the hood, where you got drug dealers and gang bangers on every corner. You don't know if they are carrying weed in their pockets or carrying a gun. H e was there at a time where I can`t understand anything, I can`t focus on something yet he didn`t leave. I was standing in a corner with a group of my friends waiting for one of them to come down from their house when John approached me and tried to get my attention. He was making jokes ...